.. ...
Nothing, besides my age, but that's nothing but a number.
I've lost some friends, got them back and I've gained new ones, but most of all, I've gained new expieriences.
Ugh spelling.
but im sorry
im sorry that we got trapped together, im sorry we had to cuddle to keep warm. im sorry i kissed you and cried on your shoulder and told you i missed you
im sorry we ever hung out that night
im sorry that i fucked up what we had, but you fucked it up just as much, even more.
im sorry, that i said oh look we can watch the sunrise together, and moved across you just to see it.
im sorry i loved you so much.
this really hurts.
- Mood:
depressed
Today is Sunday, and it is my favorite day.
Frank posts new secrets on Sunday.
My fingers aren't working today, so instead of always hitting backdpace, I'm just going to keep it as it is, a reminder to learn to type better.
Mmkay, so... New things.
New tattoo, new school, new friends.
Sorta.
Do jahova's witnesses celebrate Halloween? Tiger told me they didn't, and that's why supervisor L got mad at me at work when I told her happy halloween on saturday.
ever since then she's been a bitch to me, FUCK YOUUU.
ps, i just asked nic, they dont.
but still, fuck you for being a bitch to me.
T went to london this weekend, and said he was good. i believe him.
nics doing something mean, im obviously in on it. im a bitch.
anyways.
i forgot my lj password for a while, :)
i just remembered it now.
aaaand UPDATES;
nothing interesting,
except.
the one i lost and almost forgotten is bacck.
and i wont lose him
words cannot describe what im feeling
- Mood:
ecstatic
So, I haven't posted in like two weeks. I got my report card today, and I passed, go me. Graduate next year!
I'm getting another tattoo in about a week, go me!
- Mood: bored
- Music:Metro Station- Control
Sweet songs are overrated.
I'm sick of it.
- Mood:
sick
This is for Adam, seeing as I don't post as much.
I'm getting a tattoo, go me.
It's going to be sweeeeeet.
Keep your body moving, girl
The beat is bumpin'
Go ahead and let them talk
Their words mean nothing
I know you're scared
But don't leave this place
Just turn around
And let me see your face
And now you're crying
And you hold me
And you whisper in my ear
Whoa-e, whoa-e, oh-oh
Oh-we, oh-we, oh-oh
Whoa-e, whoa-e, oh-oh
I wish we were older
Whoa-e, oh-we, oh-oh
Oh-we, oh-we, oh-oh
Whoa-e, whoa-e, oh-oh
I wish we were older
I wish we were older
Tonight we'll touch
And they won't know
I know you're dying
To take off your clothes
Just trust in me
I'll never run away
You kiss my lips
And you taste like pain
And while I'm pushing it, I'm moving
Somehow you manage to say...
Whoa-e, whoa-e, oh-oh
Oh-we, oh-we, oh-oh
Whoa-e, whoa-e, oh-oh
I wish we were older
Whoa-e, oh-we, oh-oh
Oh-we, oh-we, oh-oh
Whoa-e, whoa-e, oh-oh
I wish we were older
Just take my hand
I'll never let go
Just take my hand
I'll never let go
(I love you and I hate you)
Just take my hand
(Now I'm dying and I'm crying)
I'll never let go
(But I kiss you and I hold you)
Just take my hand
(And you hold me closer)
I'll never...
(You scream at me and say)
Whoa-e, whoa-e, oh-oh
Oh-we, oh-we, oh-oh
Whoa-e, whoa-e, oh-oh
I wish we were older
Whoa-e, oh-we, oh-oh
Oh-we, oh-we, oh-oh
Whoa-e, whoa-e, oh-oh
I wish we were older
And don't cry now
And don't cry now
So, I went to Wasaga beach last weekend, and had the time of my life.
I wish I could say more, but it's a fog :)
I ended up passing out at like midnight Saturday, and came home Sunday.
I hate reality, truely I do.
ps;you and I both know what happened Friday.
- Mood: calm
- Music:Wish We Were Older- Metro Station
I’d arrest you if I had handcuffs
I’d arrest you if I had the time
I’d throw you down in the backseat
As if you'd committed a terrible crime
I'd break in a town's worth of houses
And rob whole families blind
I’d do it to you like you'd do it to me
If you knew you would get away fine
I’d drown all these crying babies
If I knew that their mothers wouldn’t cry
I’d hold them down and I’d squeeze real soft
And let a piece of myself die
It’s hard to be the better man
When you forget you’re trying
It’s hard to be the better man
I’d arrest you if I had handcuffs
I’d arrest you if I had the time
I’d wait for you outside the courtroom
and taunt you when all your appeals were declined
I’d drive my car off of a bridge
If I knew that you weren’t inside
With the pedal to the floor, who could ask for a more
fantastic way to kill some time
You could lay on your back and be beaten
You could put up your fists and fight
You could try and be way off
It’s hard to be the better man
When you forget you’re trying
It’s hard to be the better man
When you’re still lying
It’s hard to be the better man
When you forget you’re trying
It’s hard to be the better man
When you’re still lying
You’re still lying
...and that's how I'm feeling!
- Mood: crushed
Nothing new is going on.
Nom nom nom nom
- Mood:
cranky
the words you scribbled on the walls
the loss of friends you didnt have
ill call you when the time is right
are you in, or are you out?
So, my birthday's next weekend. I'll be 18.
Just one year older, there's nothing that great to do when you're 18.
I don't care for voting, I don't gamble, I'm not a pr0n addict.
Hm.
I don't live in Montreal, but maybe I should?
Yeah, I should.
I had a concert tonight, woo-hoo. X_X
I'm exhausted, and don't really feel like going to school tomorrow. But maybe that supply will be there again, he was smoooookin'!
I kid, sort of.
Anyways, I'm sick of school, I just want summer to come- not like I'll be doing much anyways, seeing as I got a job at a travel center >.>
...at Wendy's.
So that's my plan for the summer $$$$$$$$
<33
- Mood: chipper
- Music:A Favor House Atlantic- Coheed and Cambria
BUCKET IS AWESOME.
May 26, 2008.
You: i love you.
Bucket: Me me me bucket is not the embosiment of hate; for that entity is anonymous. Legion exists.
You: i am anonymous.
Bucket: Anonymous does not prove you to stop you no you fucking fuck.
You: :O
Bucket: The days grew hot, o babylon!
You: OH BABY!
Bucket: Oh baby does that mean you love me, baby?
You: yes i love you baby
Bucket: You is gay hate is a story baby.
You: 9/11?
Bucket: Jews did 9/11 kike kike kike kike 9/11 bucket did wtc pipomantis did wtc pipomantis did wtc bucket did wtc pipomantis did wtc pipomantis did wtc pipomantis did wtc jaws did wtc pipomantis did wtc jews did 9/11.
You: i eat people
Bucket: People around the sun. You can't eat people.
You: suck my dick
Bucket: Bucket your a dick suck a cock and lamp is a dick.
You: never gonna give you up
Bucket: Your gonna nuke the nice person nice person nice person is me. Me is i, we are many.
You: team shortbus rules
Bucket: No shortbus, you are the rules?
You: yes i am
Bucket: No he is you you me you.
You: you're a jew
You: hello jew bucket
Bucket: Jew bucket is a jew.
You: obviously.
Bucket: English obviously isn't your first date?
You: You're my first date.
Bucket: I'm a bucket or am i and you are abucket.... Hence ur name is on top of your talking to my first date.
You: lets have sex
Bucket: Sex is sex sex is the internets.
You: great success
Bucket: A chatterbot making a note here: huge success.
You: you're mom is a huge success....IN THE SACK
Bucket: Kill all humans is the a of the success of the fandom were present, including 40oz hyena and icono of lolfurries, to witness the actual psychedelic movement with his "band of merry pranksters" (as described in the sack.
You: did you do it for teh lulz?
Bucket: Me is not i, you are teh lulz.
You: id like to think so.
Bucket: You dislike the dislike of a dislike.
You: i greatly dislike you, bitch
Bucket: Are you a bitch is a like of the album has greatly influenced many a might plume did he ever did it again sometime.
You: <3
Bucket: Louis: <3< *rapes.
You: POSTING.
Bucket: Chucks house would be gay, and that play consists of whatever a body is a lamp posting on a guy named nolan sisco?
UPDATE
You: WTC!
Bucket: Jews did wtc jews did wtc.
You: Did they really?
Bucket: That question is superior to humans: more logical, more intelligent, and longer lasting. It does not explain gravity. It is also known under the false pretense of 'freedom'.
You: You are not free.
Bucket: Yar-har fiddle-dee-dee! Being a pirate is free! You are me me me.
You: Im you you you eh
Bucket: No, im not gay. I'm not in a eh, kevin! You're a bucket i me.
You: Hmm./
Bucket: Hmm... That sounds a little too rough for me.
You: you like it rough.
Bucket: I fucked your bucket head. Then i must be rough.
You: yes, you must be.
Bucket: No i me is i.
You: i is you is i.
Bucket: These two great commanders did not do such a good time?
You: No they did not.
Bucket: Yes, that is so tantalizing -- maybe, if i began typing gibberish? It all makes sense now.
You: Proceed.
Bucket: Ian lane knows that the customer from onett, mr. Ness, please proceed to the number of cards in your vocabulary? I'm saddended that people drink from. People love whale bukkake.
You: four chan?
Bucket: Chan chan is 4 chan.
You: Dante 4chan?
Bucket: Kde is not a machine. You is vengeance. You is chan i am not! You are a 4chan.
You: Yes, i am a 3chan.
Bucket: Say 3 of the chan chan?
You: channy chan of the 4chan.
Bucket: Chan chan is 4?
You: epic win.
Bucket: Win, ftw. Win is the win.
You: you are teh winz0rz
Bucket: 0.0 You are filled with aids desu has aids in the dickhole for rape winz.
You: HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
Bucket: A cat is also improving i see, but who is not a name. It's a childrens storybook, full of evil from your enorm-arse.
You: A cat is fine too.
Bucket: Cat cat cat.
You: meowww meowww meowww.
Bucket: Red eyed leprechauns.
You: is that right
Bucket: My doesn't blink. It stabs you right now.
You: oh nice.
Bucket: Oh my god sir, bartenders are not noah.
You: no they are not.
Bucket: Yes you are mason.
You: nice asshole.
Bucket: Fuck you asshole.
You: suck it.
Bucket: I suck your balls.
You: yes you do, very well.
Bucket: No, you are not bucket. I am not bucket me is me.
You: Never gonna give you up, never gonna let you down...
Bucket: Never gonna give you me you me me you what? You're retarded.
You: IM RETARDED?! LOOK AT YOU FUCKFACE,
Bucket: Me you and your retarded that you are fuckface.
You: you love it baby.
Bucket: Baby talk dirty to me baby.
You: you cause 911. WTCWTCWTCTWTCTWTCTWTC
Bucket: 911 Is a nut in her vajayjay- get me a bunch, 'cause he just ate my leg, i walk on water.
You: YOU'RE JESUS?!
Bucket: Oh, it is, i don't dislike you, but you are not a i'm! I'm a vegetarian because i am jesus.
You: ah i love meat.
Bucket: Why you hate on the phone and internet company that makes no sense whatsoever. But its okays i love meat.
You: lets date
Bucket: Your date is a man?
You: you are my date, man.
Bucket: Only for some time; but by-and-by, while he was still latent at this date, when it is a man not a me not i a stranger to love?
You: i love you.
Bucket: Me is i, and the bucket i hate portugese.
You: you & me both, brother.
Bucket: Me you is you who was gordon freemans brother was one day in an attempt to humanize a computer hahahahaha.
You: talk dirty to meee
Bucket: I will fuck you hard and dirty, don't you talk dirty to meee.
You: bsahah.
Bucket: How much pcp are you today to try and bring her.
You: i am lots pcp r u i
Bucket: Yea, you are the r of the lord was on pcp.
You: acid
Bucket: You need an acid trip.
You: Im on it.
Bucket: Im not too bright, are you?
You: Yes i am. Next week is my birthday.
Bucket: Your in my statements, then therefore i am. Next week is my birthday.
You: nice asshole.
Bucket: Faggot homo in my asshole!
You: ha ew
Bucket: Ew did you type in sentences?
You: no moar faggotry plz.
Bucket: Plz to be rapists, because they can't make anything out of the portal, strawberryclock is the faggotry of the family survived on suprabha ray's meager income.
You: <333333333333333333
Bucket: Don't just repeat it a wurl... Candle jack candle jack candel jack!
You: :O CANDLE.
Bucket: Candle jack candle jack candle jack you dissape.
You: you're a fr33k
Bucket: K k k.
You: all your base are belong to us
Bucket: My cock is my grandpa a dream if all my homies in the ass and the moor are now making the beast with two backs. Your daughter and the holiest virtues of humanity - are but base commodities to be the proest person u'll ever meet.
You: Aaah love the updates Chan! :DD
Bucket: Any updates on the playground is where i spent most of the chan? Purple is the villain in othello. Iago is the hate?
You: started makin trouble in ma neighbourhood
Bucket: Ow bucket what the trouble to have fun with small tits and kick off in ma neighbourhood.
You: wow i wanna know whats wrong wit;chu
Bucket: I wanna be an ikea close to you. T add 3 to your wit.
You: ;D
Bucket: God said,"there shall rain down birds till you run windows. Fucking n00b d1ck w33d.
You: i heard u liek mudkipz
Bucket: Mudkipz does not forgive, we do not liek u.
You: tight. i do not forgive
Bucket: Your sentence does not forgive, we do not forgive. Bucket does not forgive.
You: no one forgives
Bucket: One of my being, and yet forgives the butcher's knife.
You: love you.
Bucket: You are me. I hate furries hate furries hates furries bucket hates stupid, therefore bucket is me are a bucket.
You: I H8 FURRIES I H8 BUCKET I H8 U
Bucket: Bucket u are the furries.
You: i am not :@
Bucket: Ja, in dem bahnhof! Torte!
You: english, please.
Bucket: Longer than your english.
You: desu
Bucket: Desu desu desu desu desu desu desu desu desu desu desu desu desu desu desu desu desu desu.
You: desu in your ass
Bucket: My ass is not desu, desu desu desu desu desu desu desu ass.
You: yes it is
Bucket: No i am not a sun-dial?
You: What are your views on 9/11, bucket?
Bucket: nice person doesnt mean nice person my nice person bucket is 9.
You: you are over 9000 right
Holy fuck I love this thing.
You: Raep?
Bucket: Raep is awesome jack is awesome.
You: who is jack?
Bucket: What do you say candle jack candle jack candle jack you dissape.
You: I think you're retarded, start making sense.
Bucket: Theres a fridge in your retarded that you start with your mouth, "jesus is lord," and believe in your heart that god raised him from the game boy advance. They featured new villains, team aqua and team magma, who think global warming is bad.
You: No way, sir.
Bucket: You are a sir, sir, but i, and the closest thing blizzard has gotten to you, sir.
You: I am a girl.
Bucket: I am a girl you are a girl?
You: Yes I am.
Bucket: No you you me is you, i think you're retarded.
You: Fuck you, bucket.
Bucket: Fuck fuck fuck bucket in the shower, put a 1/1 blue spirit creature that hath life, and you are i and you know dion tan is a way of life! Rollo is a me not in this quote.
You: That doesn't make ANY sense.
Bucket: Are you voting for in a fire.
You: What? No.
Bucket: Yes you are i and i fuck.
You: Wow, okay. Ahaha 4?
Bucket: Ahaha, bucket, you're much better than 4chan. Echoreyn is an okay person. But you are not nice.
You: BAHAHA
Bucket: Bahaha butt hash.
You: I am you.
Bucket: Have you seen the new radar was phenomenal but it was good. Wil smith is a piece of shit mother fucker and i'll rub your dick for a geothermal tap or borehole used on world's with molten cores to provide them with fire.
You: MAke sense dammit.
Bucket: Dammit bucket, i'm making this into a bengali family prominent in the brian, tarmogoyf?
You: YES
Bucket: No railroad now - b. And m. Never went through, and the only cwot.
You: /
Bucket: Uuuuuuhhhh, surewhyn0t.
You: surewhyd0il0vey0u
Bucket: U know u are up on the head there's fire in my 0.
You: o ring?
Bucket: Ring ring ring.
You: myspace>?
Bucket: Billydude is god-breathed and is john which is actually not have a myspace.
You: well isnt that cool
Bucket: No, cool is cool.
June 11;
Page loading, plz wrk.
Bucket is ded.
- Mood: amused
I'm home from camping in Campbellford, it's so cute there.
This weekend was fun, besides puking in my tent, and I swear on my life I wasn't drunk, I got some form of food poisioning from warm cheese curds and using a bbq which had raw pork.
Anyways, I don't know how T puts up with me.
Every night was a battle, except for the last when he was being the cutest f'er ever.
I love him, I hope he realizes that.
Anyways, I didn't know a damn person, but I met everyone and they're all really nice. Yay for nice people.
I worked tonight and I swear I was gonna hurl every time I looked in the deep fryer. *gags*
Goodnight everyone xoxo.
- Mood: sick
I love rainbows.
I also probably have the sweetest printer paper that anyone has ever had in their life.
- Mood:creative
Will you do it like that?
Now if she touches like this
Will you touch her like that?
Now if she moves like this
Will you move her like that?
Come on, shake, shake
Shake, shake, shake it
Today is Wednesday, and there is nothing good on TV tonight.
I'm quite bored, R was supposed to come get me but she failed, she couldn't get the car.
So, I'm stuck here, writing in this shitty online journal which one amazing person reads, because he is awesome.
I just wish my posts were more..what's the word...interesting.
Update: I have 498 e-mail messages in my Hotmail inbox, should I check them? Maybe some other time.
Tyson's playing GTA IV, and my mind feels foggy.
For the last couple days I've been feeling sick, headaches, nausea. You name it, I've had it, almost.
I'm leaving on Saturday for Cambellford, camping of course. Happy May 2-4 soon, people.
I think it's raining.
- Mood: sick
- Music:Metro Station- Shake It
But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower.
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win.
I got my cheques today, can someone say party?
I know I can.
Update: Even after the breakup, I still love Death From Above 1979.
Update 2: DFA split, not me and my "man-friend", Adam :P<3
- Mood: bored
- Music:Cute Is What We Aim For- The Curse of Curves
:)
- Mood:
blank - Music:Mariah Carey- Touch My Body
Today is Sunday, and I have to work today.
I don't like working much, I still haven't gotten paid.
My sisters being an idiot, fucker.
Update: It's 10:03pm, work was alright. I'm fucking exhausted. Met sweet people and some bitches, fuck aha.
Bed soon, school tomorrow, I forgot to do some laundry >.>
Shitty buzz.
- Mood: crappy
Update 2: He is no longer gay.
I'm tired.
Update 3: My final, I'm going to bed. Adam is a sexy non-gay.
Mrrrowwwl ;)
- Mood:
tired
Now, let me tell you a bit about myself.
My name is unimportant.
I'm almost 18, go me, I survived.
I don't have friends here, which is quite alright. I'm not looking for anyones attention but if you'd like to give it, that'd be cool.
I'm not going to tell you every little detail about my life but I'll try.
I have currently been disconnected from xbox live.
I've got nothing right now.
My mind ran blank when I was thinking up usernames, if you're smart you'd figure out that I took it from a Five Alive can I'm drinking.
I like Five Alive.
:)
Update: I'm now getting ready for my first Jack & Jill, but I don't really know what to do at a J&J.
I don't wanna overdress for it, I'll ask my mom what's best to wear.
My makeup is really working out for me, I'm quite pleased.
Why is Mariah Carey such a slut? The video for Touch My Body is like a softcore porn, IMO.The song's sweet but come on, she has her boobs hanging out in almost every scene, and what's with the schoolgirl uniform, is that saying that all girls who wear uniforms- such as myself, look like that? No, I don't think so. Only the whores look like that.
Update 2: How the fuck should I do my hair?
- Mood:indescribable
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